first timer

2008-02-19T00:04:00.001+08:00

19th February 2008

alright manx =) how was valentine for you people ? thats not the point but yea how is everybody doing ? good ? hope so ....

10 months and 2 weeks

zhai

2008-02-11T22:32:00.000+08:00

11th February 2008

Chinese New Year this year just made the entire year looks so much brighter :D thou this year i've got A's to worry about but yea A's level ? there are more to life than studying but just too bad, hafta study ? haha ...

alright i just realise i didnt blog for kinda long yea and im making an effort now... so Valentine's day is on what ? this coming Thursday? so who's gonna be your date my friends? =)

Happy Dating

2007-11-25T01:24:00.000+08:00

25th November 2007

Its nearing December now and i've did two camps after my promos ... so far so good and gosh, the Singapore Indonesia Camp ..... I'm speechless, plain awesome .. PowerHawk , capek deh , gosh ...

Friends are God's gifts

i've never experienced a feeling like this before really ... its HEARTBREAKING but you know since the first day it will end up like that .. i miss the kids , i really do ...

" Powerhawk oiiii "

gosh gosh gosh ... building bonds , breaking boundaries ..

so true ... but thats why i am here in the first place becox i love what am doing and the fire burns in me ... Indonesia, here i come

cheers,
zhai

2007-10-17T21:37:00.000+08:00

17th October 2007

Going to school now is like a total waste of time ?

alright, consider the options that are available to you yea ? i myself dont really know what options are available but we'll see how it goes ? Grades are out for mid-course but overall not out yet so probably i guess i'll make it after adding CA and stuffs like that but even if i dont ...... ? just see how it goes manx .. =)

alright manx ... embrace what life offers you yea ?

cheers,
zhai

2007-10-15T01:02:00.000+08:00

15th October 2007

yea exams sort of just ended, good or bad , shall see when i get it back..

alright then, holidays are coming and definitely some planning is needed. If by any chance anyone of you is reading this post and know of an available part-time job, if you dont mind introduce it to me ? yea

life cant be any better right now i guess ? since been working hard ( sort of ) for almost the entire year, its time to play after exams.. ocassionally get to catch up with some friends, go drinking, dinner with friends.. not a bad way to lead a life so i'll probably continue with this.. and hopefully, everything falls into place nicely yea ?

cheers mates
zhai

2007-09-03T22:19:00.000+08:00

03rd September 2007

Red Cross camp just ended.. =D i was in Group 15 and it turns out to be the best group lolx.

King Edward (NUS)
Magdalene (NUS)
Vinh (NUS)

Auntie Siew Hwa (ITE SIMEI)
Auntie Aini (ITE SIMET)
Shuan (ITE SIMEI)

Siaw Soon (NTU)
Ian (HCI)
Joanne (NP)

Group consisted of people from all areas =) we got people who do computing, engineering, nursing, early chidlhood.... they are all wonderful people and guess what =D the group is gonna stick together for a year =D so we got a year to catch up hahaha ...

how i wish that the camp will last longer...

cheers,
zhai

2007-08-13T20:11:00.000+08:00

13th August 2007

Imagine a world with buildings made of clay. You are able to twist and mould it anytime you want to any shape and according to your mood =) imagine the sky is not always bright blue but coloured with orange so that the sun will not be so stand out?

what if we are able to visit hell and heaven any time we like to ? able to do whatever you want with no restrictions. drawing the trains, going on strike. it will be a whole new experience =) i've witnessed strikes before and its not that violent like those being portrayed in Tele though.

imagine cars will not be use anymore on roads but we go back to using horses, carriages ?

imagine yourself with your kids, lying on your bed, writing on your windows, drawing on your walls. Next day, running on your field, planting on your garden, catching butterflies with your hands.

imagine and the rest is up to you

2007-08-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

07th August 2007

In a situation that i've never really thought i will be in. How the hell did i end up in such situation i'm not too sure myself.. ciaox

cheers,
zhai

2007-08-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

06th August 2007

the weekend was awesome =) the fashion week was over and i thought we did particularly well ? took lotsa photos and i got to make more friends in this two weeks =D

i sing for you guys =)

cheers,
zhai

2007-07-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

31st July

Getting your priorities right is very important.. what should be done first and what follows next.

Dreams and Vision are for real, no doubt. but probably what we've to do now is to try doing well for our exams first? we gotta beat the system, the system that i don't approve off. Where's the source of motivation? you can feel the spirit of dampness.

A goal in mind, beat the system

2007-07-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

15th July 2007

Ok i think its time to actually prepare for final year exam, if this time dont make it dont know what to do but nevertheless i'm thinking of another backpacking trip again.. This december if i get promoted, i will be going on a school Literature trip to the UK, i wish after the 10days there i can actually stay there myself to walk around abit.

So that is left to maybe after i complete my A's level, which is year 2008. That is if everything goes as smoothly as expected which is i get promoted.

Probably i will go New Zealand or Vietnam or Indonesia.. Alvin, if you're reading this do you wanna go with me ? lolx

or i can carry out that cycling around whole of Australia plan.. In your life, you hafta constantly find things to spice up your life yea and this is one big part of my life i hope. Hope we can really cycle around the whole of Australia soon.. YC, when ? hahax

cheers,
zhai

2007-07-03T20:53:00.000+08:00

03rd July 2007

( Part One )

To win the GAME, you need to know how to play the GAME. But knowing the GAME alone does not necessary guarantee you victory. You need to actually know the characteristic of the GAME. The way you should play the GAME gotta depends on what GAME you are playing because different types of GAME requires different approach.

I am now playing this GAME. A GAME that i got no strategy in mind. I got no idea of how to tackle it but nevertheless i'm stuck playing this GAME. Probably i'm addicted to playing this GAME. The fact that you don't know the outcome of it all the more urge you to continue with the GAME. So, what is so amusing about this GAME?

The fact that brains alone don't divide the qualities between you and other competitors make it all the more interesting. Because this GAME sometimes requires you not only to just use your brain to make decisions, occasionally you need to base you decisions on your feelings.

That is not all, money is quite a strong factor as well because the more cash you have, the easier and faster you can win the GAME.

What is the objective of the GAME in the first place?

2007-06-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

14th June 2007

take care and have a great night ahead

cheers,
zhai

2007-06-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

07th June 2007

The Route to Recovery is never easy
you need lots of determination and courage to bring yourself through

have the end in mind, no doubt about that
but we must enjoy the process as well isn't it ?

so what if we acheive our goals but not enjoying the route to success..

There are positive that we can take a look at,
at least i got closer to Him through You.

Perhaps one day your World will come crumbling down
may be I won't be Here anymore and guess what i never was
never was anywhere near

on route,
zhai

2007-06-04T19:09:00.000+08:00

04th June 2007

Happy Birthday LinChee lolx ... Belated thou .. Happy Birthday to YiBin as well, both happens to share the same date =)

Darkness falls over everybody right ? so what to expect after darkness falls ? alot of things to look forward to in life ...

cheers,
zhai

2007-05-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

29th May 2007

Recently feel quite down, holidays also must go back to school.. Actually i love school, i love economics, Literature , History as well .. But cant seems to pass .. After june holidays will be having exams, gotta start studying

images been running in my head and i thought actually it isnt that bad. Since im doing this for the past dont know how many years so why not continue doing that ? its requires a lot of strength and stamina to keep going .. its really like a marathon and i feel i am not even halfway there.. Endurance? what a word.. tired of taking this step by step and slow process.. Alright for whatever reason, jsut stick to the gameplan and you gonna make it ... Have the end in mind and there you go ... be patient, its there for you to grab it.. Have faith , believe in yourself

cheers =)
zhai

2007-05-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

19th May 2007

Happy Birthday to my Beloved cousin LinYing =)
lolx ... gotta stuck with you for the rest of my life hahax

anyway i just saw the sonnet by Pablo Neruda as linked by i dont know who in my tagboard, but i really appreciate her/him because i really like that and couldnt find it.. Thanks alot, really alot.. mind indicating who you are ?

Pablo Neruda
Sonnet XVII (100 Love Sonnets, 1960)

I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving

but this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

basically i'm falling in love with Literature.. due to the fact that im taking it now.. very interesting subject and i hope you guys like it as well..

cheers,
zhai

2007-05-14T23:06:00.000+08:00

14th May 2007

alright 14th day of the month of may and another 9 days to Champions League Final.. Everyone is tipping the Italians to win, expect a good match yea ? =)

Beautiful is the word i'm gonna use to describe you.. simple on surface but deep in meaning.. spinning in the circle of dreams where you cant doubt but just believe that you can do it.. illusions cast upon you by the devil, giving in to them, awfully disgusted with yourself, but the battle within continues. Its never gonna stop, hurting you and misleading you at all cost, but fret not, you will see a Shadow cast at the end of the tunnel, a Shadow that has always been beside you taking good care of you, looking after you. Faith and sincerity brought me this far, and now i believe i'm standing closer. Reaching forward, grasping out for You, not afraid to tell you i clearly need you.

The Acoustic Song

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know ill find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
ill be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

cheers,
zhai

2007-05-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

05th May 2007

Today spent the whole day outside =) having lunch and just walking around, celebrating the two ladies birthday... May and FengGuat .... Happy Happy 17th Birthday

I went to youtube to relive the moment when we knock out Chelsea out of the Champions League this season and feel that i should post it up here =D by the way =) guess the part when "You'll never walk alone" was sang, it was before the match started and the person actually edited it and put it at the end of the video ... neverthelss ...
You'll never walk alone

Hear the Fans, See the Fans and Feel the Fans...
Anfield Faithful,
The Reds march on ancient Greece...
AC Milan, we await you at Athens on 23rd of May
We'll bring it back to Anfield

2007-04-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

30th April 2007

erm a busy day today thou wasnt able to turn up for school.
Spiderman coming out =D cant wait..

trying to put out the light ? i dont know but it seems like you're trying to ? faith will keep it going and definitely sincerity goes along.. will not care much about what's gonna happen.. sometimes people just gotta stick to their gameplan and not let others tell you what you can do and what you canot do...

so restricted by the four walls in the classroom. its like learning in a cube.. sometimes what i wanna learn canot be learnt in school .. on the route of self-discovery

sometimes things which are easy are made complicated.. why do people wanna make life difficult for themselves? i dont like being restricted. living on people's designated system.. i wanna live outside the system and lead it my way and its possible.. i dont wanna live the life people want me to, i want to live my life my own way.. Always do things that are against the odds, like my washing toilet dream.. dont understand why people mock at it? do people not see what some of us see in washing toilet ? at least i can say i got a friend that at least see what i can see and probably thats why we are close buds ? we are going impossible

and thank God my parents dont restrict me and let me learn the way i wanna learn things..

cheers,
zhai

2007-04-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

26th April 2007

hey so tired recently and dont know why? gotta try to sleep early every night

i wanna wander around myself and see more of the world.. the day will come when i will be away for couple of months or a year to just explore and wander around.. i will do that... so as to give myself a chance to discover myself ...

cheers,
zhai

2007-04-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

24th April 2007

today i spoke to Amrit online and realised lotsa things. didnt know she realises it as well and she's gifted in that way i guess.

i'm a hitchiker ? never know what i wanna do in my life, just drifting around. I'll never have an ideal job becox jobs to me is just a means of getting hold onto a sum of money to get me through the day... Just wanna explore around and venture out.. will not be able to learn much of what i wanna learn in school within the four walls of the classroom.. perharps its true that i will not be able to give stability to people.. becox i'm always on the run, to go around and interact, to learn what i wanna learn that can never be learn in school?

end it with photos =)

cheers,
zhai

2007-04-23T01:13:00.000+08:00

22nd April 2007

i wanna know about the sonnet by Pablo Neruda as conveyed by Patch to Carin... couldnt get a hold of it on the net ...

everyday its like lotsa stuffs go through your head dont ya think ? i'm totally puzzled by some things.. but its the stuffs that actually keeps you going becox you wanna know what the answers are and perharps time is the only answer for it. or put it in another way, time will lead you to the solutions ..

zhai wanna be the light in the darkness

2007-04-22T01:44:00.000+08:00

21st April 2007

met my classmates Melissa, Mas, Wendy and LiTing for movie =D a pity Grace couldnt make it .. next time probably ... Had a good time laughing in the theatre lolx ... After that met Kelvin for dinner and a game of pool =) had fun

I saw a rainbow across the river, was AWESOME. Perharps this is what is meant for me? a plan planned out for me which i didnt know initially .. Perharps this is better for everyone? Perharps these and perharps that ? ......

will never forget the rainbow across the river, becox i did not see seven colours. I saw nine colours =)

working harder,
zhai

2007-04-13T00:38:00.000+08:00

13th April 2007

i'm feeling terrible right now...

life in a mess.. total mess.. need a long break, need a long break alone to sort things out a little.. wish i can be overseas all by myself at this point of time again ...

Everlasting, your light will shine when all else fades
Bless Me

2007-04-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

09th April 2007

how long can you tahan not doing the things you wanna do? recently what lies ahead of me seems very blurr.. distracted ? lost of motivation ?

i'm losing focus on what im suppose to do now.. whats dragging me? maybe i should try knocking on heaven's door and ask for an answer

i'm just gonna take things slowly and aid you in finding your way back.. dont wanna make things worst by confusing anybody.. i believe Sincerity will pull me through and thanks for everything ... i've never regret anything and this time its no difference ...

Faith is all i need,
Zhai

2007-04-08T21:08:00.000+08:00

08th April 2007

i wanna say im not in name but definitely at heart.. i hope i commit real soon becox we all knows who's for real who's not .. i have faith as well ...

yea so Project Quarantine is ongoing so i will try my best not to go online and if there's anything people can definitely text me ... thanks =)

i just witnessed the most beautiful smile

cheers,
zhai

2007-04-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

06th April 2007

today is GOOD FRIDAY so got no school =) .. went to nai ma house and finally saw yixin (chao's daughter) been a long time since i last saw an infant.. she look abit small in size but very healthy i guess becox very rosy ? lolx ... definitely cute..

after that went to meet the USUAL group out for a bugis outing =) erm basically we just ate and walk around after that lolx ...

after that i was to make a decision.. a decision which deem of certain importance.. i will touch my heart and ask myself.. i wanna do it... but this is against the so called better "gameplan" ..

i went ahead with my own gameplan .. ok so it seems like things got cleared up.. now i sort of get a better view of the whole picture now...

its not a problem to me so dont feel bad .. and i absolutely understand that this wasnt how you want it to turn out to be =) but dont worry lolx .. tomorrow you're gonna see the brightest and nicest sunrise ever...

cheers,
zhai

2007-04-02T23:21:00.000+08:00

02nd April 2007

when you're down, let me know, so i can cheer you up
when you feel unloved, let me know, so i can bring warmth to your heart
when everything seems to be falling apart, let me know, i'll be standing behind you picking up every shattered pieces left behind and put it back together for you
If you dont see light at the end of the tunnel, i'll bring you out of it and show you the most beautiful sunrise ever
why so ? becox thats what im here for

how's that ?

2007-03-31T23:33:00.000+08:00

1st April 2007

this post is meant for saturday and saturday wasnt very good

Sometimes people just dont get things back in return when they actually put in a lot of efforts into it. maybe that is why they say the world is unfair ?

so it didnt go as well as expected today and i understand that you all are disappointed. alot of effort had been put in but you guys are not even given a chance to show it becox someone failed to make it. maybe i didnt say things that you guys wanted to hear but i just want you all to know there are always friends around ready to listen =) so CHEER UP

"if i can get you a piece of cheesecake or turkish delight and it would make you feel better i will"

i need you to know that, if in any way i can make you feel better i will go the extra mile.

" i'll always be there for you if you ever need to talk =) "

Take heart with things that's not going your way, even if you dont see light at the end of the tunnel, i'll go in it and bring you out of it. Thats why im here for

2007-03-31T00:41:00.000+08:00

31st March 2007

Alright im writing for the previous day 30th March 2007.

so the whole week was over. EKA course was good, Camp at Changi was good as well and got back from camping just today only. This week was totally awesome i thought ? the whole class really bonded.. Best class for camp 2 ---- 0743A ----

so got back to school this morning, met my friends who's from camp 1 and we went for lunch together at Pizza Hut...

that's half of my FRIday and the rest of my FRIday is a secret..

cheers,
zhai

2007-03-26T23:34:00.000+08:00

26th March 2007

the start of a fun week i suppose ? totally no school for this whole week as we got camp and a leadership course to attend.. I'm in camp 2 so i'll be camping from wednesday to friday =) today we did this EKA training sort of program, and im a facilitator of my group so i reckon my group did really well ...

believe everyone had fun. But we got knock down to earth straightaway as the economic article review comes to mind ... lolx ... pretty sad that it actually sort of like hafta hand it in on tuesday. if not this whole week totally like no homework.. nevertheless =), still gonna do it and show Mrs Koh =D

cheers,
zhai

2007-03-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

25th March 2007

alright today was fun ... spent the whole day with my buddies Yucong, Ziyong and Weiqiang lolx ... went to watch Pathfinder and Jenny came as well ...

Pathfinder wasnt the kind that i expected and the show some scenes kinda ........ i dont know...

my weekend was excellent becox of SATURDAY and how i wish everyday can be like that lolx ... i appreciates my friends

cheers,
zhai

2007-03-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

24th March 2007

had a great time today at Sentosa =) went with LESLEY, KRYSTAL, FARHAN, JENSEN, ADIL, KHAI and NAJEEB..

picnic, sun-tan, volleyball and soccer =)

but i enjoyed the trip back home as well.. i've got so much things to say =D the guys bastard me as well at Sentosa.. and camp is coming the next week and i'm not in camp 1 ... haix nvm but camp 2 got people like Nafe, Hilmi and Aidil as well lolx ....

cheers,
zhai

2007-03-17T21:35:00.000+08:00

17th March 2007

this morning played street soccer at Bishan =) the usual place. Huge turnout this time.. even shannon turned up which was surprising lolx ... but i thought we played well lolx ...

there's this team which got "Park Ji Sung" , "Christiano" and a Eyes small small guy ... They got the looks of a very good team but turn out play like kanasai .. can see canot use lolx ...

i would not say im good enough but turn out they even lousier =) after that we had the usual feast at KFC.. talk about our times in Anderson HAHAHA ... had a really good time laughing at the various childish acts and comments by basically the group of guys which was together for 5years in the same class.. if life can be just meeting up each other, play soccer together, have lunch together, talk and joke together isnt it beautiful ?

Hope many of such will continue
but i believe we'll definitely remember one another
because we spent 5years together =D

Cheers,
Zhai

2007-03-15T19:46:00.000+08:00

15th March 2007

so the plan did not work out somehow. becox i got my history project to do in school. but nevertheless i think people will understand.

someone told me sometimes i do things, i think too much.. if you wanna do something just do it dont hafta think too much. In a way true.. thinking too much sometimes just dont get your things done and you regret when future falls upon you.

there's a lot of things that i wanna do and a lot are things that i wont be able to do when i grow up. So hows that ? time is abit cruel dont ya think ? you are never given a chance to catch up but can only be on par..

having doubts sometimes

2007-03-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

13th March 2007

Today i watched my first ever M18 show, 300. Not too bad to be honest. Lotsa Violence scenes, a couple of Nude scences. But the plot was rather like other war/fighting movies. Lotsa slow motions as well.. ever watch Kingdom of Heaven ? It's really really nice

Tomorrow i gotta go to school for Maths lesson.. after that i hope i get my chance to actually talk to you.. i'm all ready for it =)

God Bless Me

2007-03-12T02:07:00.000+08:00

12th March 2007

Alright =) Happy 81st Birthday to my grandmother .. went back to KL for her birthday bash which was really grand =D 46 tables in a restaurent.. i dont know what to say but i just love her .

March break is here, so there will be junior tennis tournament? good luck to my friends

Cheers,
zhai

2007-03-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

09th March 2007

Firstly congrats to Liverpool who once again prove the critics wrong by being the better team, putting in two hardworking team effort over two legs that got the European Champions, Barcelona out.

You'll Never Walk Alone - Anfield Faithful

So.... holidays coming ? any plans ? for me i gotta go back to school for bridging so =) not too bad i guess lolx ..

Yesterday i experience something that really amazed me, a lot. It was Artemis =) Team Spirit, Team Work, basically its a team, not just some individuals.. I really appreciates you guys and if you guys dont mind i'm gonna include your names =) pardon me if i spelt it wrongly

Hanisah (OGL)
HuangJun
Jensen
Zhai
Najeeb
MeiHao
Eva
Huda
Camili
Hakim

When people's flag comes down, our flag fly high - Artemis spirit - WooHaa

I've learnt a lot from you guys and i will definitely wanna push myself to greater heights after what happened yesterday.. Hope you guys & girls had an awesome time on that wonderful evening =) see ya guys around in school

Artemis - WooHaa

Cheers

2007-03-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

07th March 2007

how does March sounds? good? March is actually fantastic i thought because i'm proud of myself.. i did something and i'm continuing doing something that surpass my expectations =)

I've got goals to attain and my heart is willing. i'm stronger up there now but i need physical strength to pull me through. need to balance myself. Sometimes all we need is a little faith, just a little more faith. it will do wonders. It did for me

for everything that had happened and is happening, i'm grateful. i blame no one for where i am now but i would like to instead give credits to people.. i appreciates you people but not all.. i respect most people but again not all.. Letting go can be the hardest thing =) but once you do and learn from it, you're gonna be a different person. All you need is a little faith =)

3 cheers to faith =)

2007-03-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

04th March 2007

been long since i last blog ? been very busy with school work lately =)

Chinese new year is over, gotta wait another year and when the next come, i'm gonna be 19.. how can we actually catch up with time ? i got absolutely no idea.. but nevertheless today i made the first move =D was pretty happy about that

played tennis , went to vene's house for junting's birthday =D talk to really nice people online and of cox happy to hear that most of my close friends from Anderson Secondary did really well for their A's level... All they need was a little faith =)

the sad thing about this weekend was probably Liverpool lost to Manchester United 0-1 but our performance was great, simply awesome i thought ?

cheers =)

2007-02-18T02:25:00.000+08:00

18th February 2007

a very Happy Valentine to all couples and a Happy Chinese New Year.. =D

By the way, Happy Birthday to Faishal and Lesley who happened to be born on the same day.

Thanks for all the Valentine Gifts from 0741A, 0743A girls =) appreciates it alot...

Happy Chinese New Year

cheers

2007-02-11T18:00:00.000+08:00

11th February 2007

=D yesterday had i@fun carnival.. pretty coolx .. turn out to be specially coolx becox of helping out with 0741A game stall.. help 0743A blow balloons, wash cars... had a fun day and AlvinBeo didnt come... Alvin if you're reading this, why didnt you come ?

today's my father's birthday, he go by the lunar calendar... HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the person i respect and love most

cheers

2007-02-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

01st February 2007

first post of February =) these few days slept very late around 2-3am.. becox of the economics project... but nevertheless enjoys doing it.. i like my group =)

school is fun... but history is getting worst...

cheers

2007-01-26T18:49:00.000+08:00

26th January 2007

today i've learnt of a painful truth..
who actually is manipulating or instigating people? by all means tell me that you wouldn't want me to be there to play with your students i am alright.. dont manipulate someone to come tell me.. it breaks my friendship with him... respect no more...not a single bit of respect for you..

what you did was childish and foolish.. and i feel really sad for my friend for he is being used.. by all means just tell me the truth and i wont get so upset..but trying to lie to me and tell me every sort of excuses you can come up with only makes me feel more disgusted of you..

whats wrong with you? you're not happy tell me? i'm alright...

so much for friends..

2007-01-23T23:53:00.000+08:00

23rd January 2007

time really passes very fast. just a snap of the fingers and i'm turning 19 this year..am i suppose to feel good about it? but how i wish that we can be stuck here forever, never getting old.. till now im only 18 and i'm looking through friendster to actually see how many friends i got.. to be exact 174.. but of cox there are others that adds to it so make it like 200 over?

to my relief =) i actually know all the 174 in friendster so its not too bad ... but out of the 174 how many friends do i really have... I've got buddies that i always talk to and i got friends who i talk to once a long while.. so its not too bad i think ? at least we talk ?

what will we become 10years down the road? or will we actually live till then? time is precious but not many of us pays attention to it.. WHY ? will we regret the things we did not do now in future?

value life
we only live once?

2007-01-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

20th January 2007

last night played tennis with Mint, Elgin and Htay Aung.. now i understand what it feels like beening whacked... whacked really hard lolx.. its been long since i last played tennis after i quit training.. but nevertheless yesterday was a good outing..

got my arse kick by Elgin and Mint but the future looks good =)

cheers,

2007-01-18T21:37:00.000+08:00

18th January 2007

whats up next? don't know but school had been good these few days.. how can we have PE on two straight days? crazy..

taking things one step at a time now.. so whats coming up next?

cheers =D

2007-01-16T19:18:00.000+08:00

16th January 2007

erm sometimes i think i got a major problem.. talk too much in class so there need to be changes lolx =D nvm

when tennis comes into my mind i think about the shit that happened..still think its not entire my fault so who gives a shit..but i was the daring one to make the first move first so pretty glad.. anyway still i am gonna continue to play and hope to come out with good results.. will give no credits to coach..respect? not worth giving

cheers

2007-01-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

14th January 2007

=D this weekend played alot.. friday night went out with my mates, Mint, Andrew and Elgin lolx ... watched school of Scoundrels and later played pool...

Saturday went for class outing which turned out only 5 people from 0743A came.. along was XiangLing and YinHua (hope i got the names right) so total 7 people but we had lotsa fun.. not to forget Baizura friend, Syafiq that join us for Night at the Museum..after that met super duper ex-0651A Razif, Farhan and Najeeb lolx ... dinner at Seoul Garden and played pool again at Marina Square.. same place where my mates and i played the night before..

Today lolx went for Alicia's birthday dinner =D happy 8th birthday ... and after that met Ziyong, Wei Qiang and YanXiang (hope the spelling is right) with YuCong go played pool again lolx ...

thats my whole weekend =D cheers,

2007-01-11T23:24:00.000+08:00

11th January 2007

actually been to school for the past four days =D .. was really fun, got to know my new classmates and they are a fun bunch of people.. very steady.. played games together, seen movie together.. not a bad start..

enjoying history and english literature lessons.. really like the subjects im doing now.. might be considering staying and continuing my studies at innova.. see how it goes

cheers,

2007-01-06T23:50:00.000+08:00

06th January 2007

today had a excellent day =D played soccer early morning with yc then went lunch after got his air rifle thingy done at Yishun Safra.. after that went back to Occ to check on the kids and turned out alot people wasnt there just the usual few like Elgin, Myint and Andrew? consistant attendance lolx.. after that went for innova tennis team bbq, really nice but somehow i ended my day on a sour note..

i was wrong and i thought guys could be more forgiving but not.. they hold grudges.. very sad

i did say hi to coach but somehow his response i think, its not that good.. i took the initiative and now i understand it really takes alot of courage.. at this point of time i still think i did no wrong..really.. i was wrongly accused. accused of instigating the others which i did not.. year 2006 was really my down year.. mishaps just happened and keeps piling on it..

this year its gonna be different, its gonna be a fruitful year.. its gonna start inside, something big is coming and its gonna be really different.. its gonna be different from all the years i've had.. trust me..

Love my mates and family

2007-01-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

06th January 2007

been thinking a lot lately on what im gonna do next..I'm like a drifting log drifting along with the current of water.. i'm like a person without goals, living each day by each day..Basically just wasting time.. You know you have to make changes to your life, it gotta start inside you but you're refusing to do so..So hows that?

2007-01-04T01:13:00.000+08:00

04th January 2007

just got myself a new blogskin, it was featured on skin of the day or something so i went to take a look.. besides that this time i'm gonna try upload some photos on blog becox i've never done uploading photos on blog before.. hope everyone is doing fine aye =)

cheers,

2007-01-01T01:16:00.000+08:00

01st January 2007

was time to come home but i shouldnt be home this early.. i wanted to stay till Feb and come back after the Australian Open.. still came back becox my mum wants me to..

didnt blog for a really long time becox basically dont have the time.. but since im back i'll love to meet all my friends up? thou i know school's starting soon, if you're free and know me can try ask me out? by the way, any recommandation? Jobs? Thanks alot

miss the tennis kids, miss the class when i miss the gathering

Homecoming is sweet

2006-12-14T18:21:00.000+08:00

14th December 2006

yup... now im in Perth =D yup finally manage to make it here... been brought around the city by amanda's family... whole family is treating me very nice lolx also dont know how to thank them..

that's all for now
cheers,

2006-12-09T16:14:00.000+08:00

09th December 2006

oh today is a very special day but i wont write down why =D and didnt write entries the last two weeks was becox was travelling along the East Coast and couldnt do it.. been to Gold Coast to Harvey Bay and to Fraser Island.. all these ten days so yea now in Brisbane..

=D met lotsa nice people around, Irish, English, Australians, Italians, Koreans, Japanese, Austrians and Dutch.. i think thats all... Really nice people =D

and so sorry couldnt make it for Henry's cum 5/1-05 class gathering... its today right??? if i can i will definitely come but i couldnt? can we have another one next year?

cheers =D

2006-11-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

29th November 2006

alright today morning took a bus ride down to sydney...twelve hours ride lolx..not too bad practically slept through most of the trip.. now when im writing this entry, im waiting for my roommates...

this coming friday i gotta check out..if canot find a place to stay gotta sleep on the streets already..maybe couple of days time gotta travel to Gold Coast and then Brisbane..another few more bus rides..

basically just walking around..miss the tennis mates..miss classmates, miss family members, miss 5/1 2005..till now thats all i guess

cheers

2006-11-24T18:33:00.000+08:00

24th November 2006

the couple of days have been kinda cold but still acceptable =D enjoying the weather, the girls, the mood almost everything...but certainly there are also bad happenings here like always there are drunk people on the streets...

today while walking to my destination, witnessed three ladies (girls) in school uniform...their skirts was like suuuper short..i bet no junior colleges in singapore can beat them in shortness..gosh..

in a couple of days time gonna travel to perth, i guess, so see how it goes and blog often =D today went to RodLaver Arena also.. saw some Australians Teens hitting on court.. WoW they are good and consistent, damn consistent but nonetheless i think go down play, i can still give them a tough fight? HAHAHA i hope...

thats all i guess, will continue to blog often if i can =D

Cheers =D

2006-11-21T17:54:00.000+08:00

21th November 2006

today woke up late like 12 and here, most of the shops closes at 5 so yup there's no point moving to the city. actually met alot of school girls here also and i guess the schools here faces the same problem also, girls with short skirts...

went to the city yesterday by myself and went around, getting use to the transportation system and the area. came across a strike =D civilians holding posters and banners really walking on the streets and shouting.. two days before there was riots.... it isnt that hard to get use to the things here but havent really encounter and bad happenings or what... but did see some street thugs in a car trying very hard to show off HAHAHA... was like in the car then his car was like two lanes away. there he was on the handbrakes and stepping the gas pedal... smoking the whole road with the burning rubber smell lolx ... crazy guy

Perth, Perth
how the hell am i gonna get there

2006-11-19T19:54:00.000+08:00

19th November 2006

im now in melbourne and leading a "faster" pace of life, here its 3hrs faster in timing compared to singapore. Couldnt sleep on the 6hours flight but luckily met two really interesting people =D an ang mo uncle in his 60s and a lady in her 20s i guess. they made my flight more interesting and Merry Christmas in advance =D

so basically today i went to bought some stuffs like ham, breads and milk for breakfast throughout the week.. from tomorrow onwards maybe will try going out and walk... talking public transport to town.. shouldnt be any problem i think, hope there will be no problem =)

as for the weather not too bad i think =D pretty cool but heard just few days ago ice cubes was like rained down? Global-Warming i guess...

in the meantime i will try to update as frequent as i can lolx... thanks

Exploring
Returning
Outlasting

2006-11-15T20:35:00.000+08:00

15th November 2006

this day i guess its really special? lolx indeed it was but i dont really consider it as a special day.. but somehow today i spent it specially..

i woke up and met Farhan, HongGing, Razif, JunXian and Najeeb =D we played pool and went for lunch together lolx .. what was fun was after that =D we went to the supermarket and bought the stuffs needed for tomorrow's bbq... basically laugh the whole 1 hour in the supermarket lolx ... was fun. after that went Farhan's house to play lolx ...

right now when i'm writing this post i'm waiting for my father =D guess he got a lot of things wanna tell me about before i go to Melbourne this Saturday? yup today the 15th November 2006 maybe the most meaningful i've been through throughout the 18 years of 15th November lolx .... thank you

I Believe
My Prayers Was Answered
Now All I Can Do Is Wait
Maybe Wait
Wait For Another Same
15th November =D

2006-11-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

12th November 2006 (continue)

My "career" officially ended today and i dunno why i dont feel sad by it.. to be honest i will miss all of you and though we wont really get to see each others, its ok..

The bonding between the team was really great, maybe not all but many of us are close. Benedict? over exertion? come on manx, in the end he completed 20 jumps and he came in first for running?

Guys i guess i wont be coming for training this tuesday though its andrew's birthday... wish you happy birthday in advance =D

its maybe our last dinner together? a farewell dinner and i thanks the parents for telling me about their views but like i mentioned, i dont feel like doing this anymore so forget it...

Farewell my Friends
Bid Farewell to things you love.
Everything gotta end
And it ended here, today 12th Nov 2006

2006-11-12T19:32:00.000+08:00

12th November 2006

"zhai, you got the mood to train today or not? not happy right?"
"you're instigating the rest. We got eyes to see."
"you all wanna talk about fairness right?"

What a Day..
today we finally fall out, never expected to end it this way but nevertheless we did fall out. Its getting more and more ridiculous and im not going waste time talking about it here but i would rather talk more about THE FAMILY, THE BONDING and THE FAREWELL..

2006-11-11T01:28:00.000+08:00

11th November 2006

though its 11th but im writing the happenings on the 10th =D did call MINDEF and they said i need letters from my current school and the new school in order to defer so, i guess i really gotta wait till next year around april? but maybe should join the army first ?

today heard even more nonsense stuffs in school.. dont know whether if its true but its still worth talking about =D now heard that the principal are asking some of the retainees not to stay back but leave the school? this is a personal view on her, i think she's really contradicting herself. does she knows what she wanna do or not ?

i guess the group cant really get along with him anymore? there's lotsa complaints coming in and guess most of us are disgusted ? MAYBE

Everlasting Relationship ?
Definitely not Love
Domestic Commitments =D

2006-11-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

8th November 2006

erm did the school president got promoted without even passing a H2 subject ? i'm quite puzzled by how the heck did he actaully get promoted ? but forget it lahx like honleng say "life is like that"

recently dunno why got disgusted by some people... i think they are hiding their true self from others.. it is a story in front of a group of people but another story in front of another group of people. hypocrite if that is how its spelled..

training has never been worst than before and i thought it through i shouldnt be there anymore.. passion been hurt deeply by a stumbling block. a block big enough to kill my desire. desire to play. so forget it

the world is never fair
the world is cruel

2006-11-06T02:34:00.000+08:00

5th November 2006

today went for an outing with junting, yibin, eechuan, liling and venetia =D we ate in some restaurent that i never go before, catfish rice ? lolx ... after that we watched THE GUARDIAN.. after that i thought the movie was really nice. its really nice and i think you all should go and watch it. lucky manage to take the last train home =D

erm the next two weeks will really be hectic becox i really gotta sort a few things out.. sorting out my future sorting out the paths and evaluating the options i have.. i guess if i can i'll defer another year and go poly before i go into the army ?

might be considering taking up banking and finances.. hoping to get into np but heard from liling she said single pointer. WHAT THE HECK ..

tomorrow gonna watch THE PRESTIGE with my training mates =D hope tomorrow not too much arcade lolx ...

Deciding, Awaiting, Making

2006-11-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

3rd November 2006

This is my first post for the month november =D and my blog is not going down lolx ... anyway yea today had my A's H1 chinese paper.. everyone said not that hard but i thought it was kinda hard lolx ..

Another important thing, i got back my overall results slip today. officially pronounced RETAINED. the sad thing is i needed another H2 pass to promote but i didnt make it. Overall get 2 H1 passes (GP and CHINESE) 1 H2 (economics).. I FLUNG MY CHEMISTRY AND PHYSICS..

The principal wanna meet my parents but i doubt we will be meeting so i guess i'll transfer to poly if i can or join the army (thats what my mother wants me to).

erm still hope to stay in contact with all of you guys =D maybe can have a gathering sooner or later ? happy birthday liling =D wish you in advance

Ratained
is nothing to be
ashame off

2006-10-29T00:26:00.000+08:00

28 October 2006

today is a saturday and as usual went for training =D and nowadays think the training programs really dont make much sense to me but nvm maybe its effective?

After training went yishun Burger King to have lunch with Keith, Elgin and Mint =D and i saw Arunn and QingGui.. besides that i saw Cynthia's sister.. as a matter of fact they look quite alike... but nvm got nothing much to talk about also..

i guess another 1 week and we will take our Mother Tongue A's paper the week after next we got the Projectwork presentation and all of these sucks.. counting down to the days that i'll be gone for a really long time.. going on the 17th of November =D erm yea will continue to post if i have the chance to if i reach there..

Move Forward

2006-10-22T02:14:00.000+08:00

22th October 2006

This is gonna be a long post

yesterday went out with my training mates =D Elgin, Mint, Andrew, Cheris, Darren, Tessa, Sandra and Chelsea.. had a really really good time. watched Death Note and its kinda boring.. after that walk around ps to find a place to eat but no table turn out go Vivo city eat also no space, so crowded. ended up at the World Trade Centre (i think) macs HAHA.

Played arcade like at Plaza Singapure and Vivo City.. all addicted to arcade haix... took photos with the whole group (without mint) at sky park? was really fun.. very long never play till so fun.. for your information =D the youngest there was chelsea and she's only primary 5 lolx ... oldest one was me 17+ ... cannot imagine where i hanging out with people so young? =D they are fun loads of people lolx ....

now about studies, i dont think i will be persuing my studies at innova anymore. meaning withdrawing from school. may be given the chance of retaining but guess i've gotta think about it becox its my future...anyway no regrets becox i did experience how jc life is =)

oh then today had dinner with honleng and yongcheng... talk alot and we discuss on a trip... go cycle the whole of Australia ( we meant it ) ... know alot people hear this will say we siao but we think its possible.. but we havent decided when to go. around the age of 23 if i'm not wrong but i'm really interested =D then we gotta buy bike and start cycling training.. training like cycling around the whole Singapore and cycle from Singapore to Malaysia=D damn excited but now gotta save money and see how it goes =D

The past two days had really a lot of fun.. thanks everyone =D appreciate you guys a lot

2006-10-11T19:17:00.000+08:00

11th October 2006

got back two papers today... H1 chinese and H2 physics.. manage to get a borderline pass for chinese but physics totally flung.. Requirement was to get two H2 and two H1 passes.. now i hafta pass my chemistry and economics.. there is a big chance of me not passing meaning not promoting. even if i get grade B for these two might not even promote because i got grade U for my tests throughout the year..

This time think really dead.. but what to do, didnt work hard enough, no one to blame... will see how it goes then decide. thats all i guess =) take care

2006-10-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

10th october 2006

today played a football match against sports school C divison boys i think and we lost three nil. dont want to talk much about it but im kinda happy also because we now know how lousy we are =D

today after the Mr khoo (SG mount everest climber) talk i was pondering over what he said. in a way it makes a lot of sense to me. ENJOY YOUR SUCCESS FOR 5 MINUTES. ENDURE YOUR FAILURE FOR 5 MINUTES. AFTER THAT MOVE ON.

i'm a failure in everything. what he said during this talk urge me to continue to try and keep failing. keep failing and learn from it and grow stronger from it.. got a lot people tell me you must fail first then can get better but none of them sounds convincing. this time i am convinced by Mr Khoo.

I thought he was excellent =D he always tries the impossible. E.G cycling from Singapore to Beijing. its crazy but he made it possible.

Dare to Dream
Self believing

2006-10-06T13:38:00.000+08:00

6th October 2006

so long never post =D promotional exams just ended and its a huge sigh of relief.. during that period was like "shit" all the way? always sleeping at 4am go school at 7thirty for exams... whether make it or not is another thing, now just wanna have fun..

today is mid-autumn festival, wish all of you see chang er, heard that she's pretty?? for those still having exams good luck regardless of what sort of exam, PSLE, A Level, O Level, all sorts of exams, good luck yea?

after exam isnt that good after all. still got projectwork, haix

anyway can there be another gathering? 5one-2005 ? who's willing to organise ?

2006-09-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

20th of september

counting down the days to promos, day by day passes but didnt really seriously study..i dunno what to do.. physics sucks hell of a lot.. read and read but i catch nothing what the notes is trying to tell me.. what exactly is physics? its a path i chose and there's no return.. hope to see you in innova next year =D

till now i seriously dunno whats the point of studying? no more faith in life? think i've lost my goals in life ..no more passion, no more goals.. i cant see whats installed infront of me..

trying hard
but not hard enough
all i need is time
just a little more time

2006-09-08T03:07:00.000+08:00

04september2006

you know what happened on this date? something magical happened, something serious, something important and something so significant that i think it will affect 4 people ways of leading their lives.

Dreams and best wishes was thrown into the sea? who knows it may float to somewhere where people pick it up and see whats within it. The dreams of 4 young man, who got great ambitions, with great vision and passion to pursuit it..

People wont understand what im writing here but this post is especially for you all three(3). thanks for the dinner and thanks for the wine. thanks for part you all have played in my life. lifelong friends are hard to find, but i know i've certainly found 3.

you got what you wanted. you know you are the luckiest person within us. you get to do what you like. all the best. like you said dont look back. just go forward, you can do it.. =) you know who you are

though i dun always see you or always talk to you but certainly you're one great person. crazy at times and serious at times. you said something on that special night, go make it happen. like to hear from you =D

this one last guy, another one hell of a good guy. Vision must come with passion, i understand that. a person who i learnt alot from, affected my views on other things. you will learn something from your new journey? you never know? take care

Thanks guys
without you all
my life wouldnt be the same
really

2006-08-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

so long never post but like i said its not going to end..

this coming thursday, 31st August can everyone reach Anderson at 11am? wanna change timing can tell me? erm i heard the teachers going on a cruise so wanna meet them gotta be there earlier? is it proven? anyway guys just bring along clothings to change cox we will be playing football =D on home soil, anderson basketball court.. lolx ..

recently shaved my head again, to botak =D tell uncle
qunzheng : "uncle, can cut Micheal Ballack?"
malay uncle : "who is Micheal Ballack?"

wa piang, lolx ...
told him he's Germany Captain, he say he dunno lolx

qunzheng : "uncle nevermind, cut botak but not too short."

Anyway i understand everyone gonna have their major exams soon right? work hard yea everyone.. see you people soon

Once you've made a decision,
Don't look back.
Even if you've regretted it,
Don't look back.

Because what was over can not turn back,
look forward and make the best out of it.

2006-08-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

hey been long since i last blog but i will continue blogging... making sure its not a short term blog? anyway yea watched tokyo drift today, alone again lolx ... its kinds nice but some scenes kinda weird.

Oh yes. all been mentioning about going back to anderson on the 31st august? are all of us going back? go back play soccer want or not ??? lolx ...

anyway exams coming soon for everyone yea? erm best of luck, work hard and keep it going ... take care.. by the way honleng, the dinner when? with yongcheng

2006-08-12T02:05:00.000+08:00

manx, today went for football training and gotta stick with playing as a defender..i wannaplay striker but i wasn't given the chance to.. Tomorrow there is a friendly soi hope i can play and hopefully play a striker role.

after i got back from training i went home, bathe, ate and went out to watch movie... Watched two movie at a go, alone. watch LAKEHOUSE from 9.30pm to 11 and went back home.. after that watch CLICK from 11.30 to 1.15 lolx ... Learn alot from the two films lahx but dunno whether will i apply it in my life thats a different thing but nevertheless both movies are great movies.

you got one life
dont just let time pass you by

2006-08-10T01:14:00.000+08:00

National Day but i'm no Singaporean but i did celebrate lolx ... celebrated at yongcheng's house =D watch National Celebration on tv, having Mcdonald's with yc and his dad haha..

Practically today i spent my whole day with yc, (sounds gay) buying computer parts then went to his house and assemble.. was ready to pay and go turn out my card was declined lolx ... think yc's friend got a shock lolx ... becox i cant exceed the 1000 dollars mark.. IN THE END, so pathetic gotta find ways to get money... thanks to yc and honleng help that i manage to have enough lolx ..

HAHAHA the photos of the computer can be seen on dunno which forum page lolx ... manx feel so good lolx ... credits to yongcheng

I'll be there for you
These five words i swear to you

2006-08-03T20:09:00.000+08:00

recently didnt have much time to come online and talk because been busy with SCHOOL .. yea school, been trying to do tutorials and all the stuffs. trying to have a good student image with the teachers lolx ..

Today school was a really long day with not much breaks in between =D but i enjoyed today the most because i didnt sleep in school.. I'm beginning to love physics lolx thou i still dont know how to do alot of questions. but nvm one day i will..

continue to work and
you shall be rewarded

2006-07-29T16:17:00.000+08:00

think got one week never come and blog =D oh yea today there will be an outing not sure going where but we will be meeting 8thirty pm at city hall mrt =D junting is the organiser.

today got parents meeting in school =D my civics tutor tells me to start working hard by next week.. yea better start working if not most probably will be retaining.. but nvm for the time being just wanna catch a movie but dunno can ask who along.. i wanna watch lakehouse and also click... definitely must catch the movies =D oh yea another thing, before i went to meet my tutor i came across this girl, a councillor in school. been admiring her =D then today finally exchanged a few words lolx ... way to go manx lolx ...

with all the
luck and strength
to keep you going
and pull you through
this period =D
believe in yourself

2006-07-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

i viewed singapore's most viewed blog everyday... xiaxue or something ? wanted to like comment there but think better dun..

[special message to HonLeng] if you never see her blog before go see http://xiaxue.blogspot.com ... =D

anyway tomorrow night we playing soccer right ? where? Jerold's house downstairs ?

nothing unusual happened today, took the economics test and once again i think i'm not gonna meet the half way mark. But at least this time got study..

Just want you to know
That i've been fighting to let you go
Some days i made it through
But then there's nights that never ends
I wish that i could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still i have to say
I'll do it all again
Just want you to know

2006-07-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

i took my A's chinese oral last week and i think i screwed it up.. the passage so hard to read and sometimes i stuttered... haix ... today actually no need go school but turn out still went becox of the library video production =D everyone had fun i guess ? lolx .. two tests coming up. Economics and Chemistry .. Major topics but still havent study for it... WORK HARD

i somehow think i wasnt who i was in the past. i use to believe in myself alot.. really.. now maybe not anymore.. i got not much faith in me anymore.. and thanks for your words of encouragement becox it still work wonders like in the past.. All the while thanks for pushing and standing by me as a friend and like i said Friends forever thou it sounds abit kiddy but still you know i mean it

i appreciate you
i still admire you

2006-07-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

Today as usual morning go do projectwork.. guess who i saw at the library ?? FengTing =D went library to watch naruto?? lolx ... siaox might as well watch at home?? hahaha

Mcfly is getting better manx. Songs are getting nicer and more meaningful ... great band .. today got family gathering lolx . very fun lolx everyone fighting to play table tennis... suddenly so enthu about table tennis yea?

guess soon i will go and learn driving. for fang bian sake.. den sometimes can help my dad drive becox he has been driving the whole family around since dunno when.. oh yea another thing right, i asked some of my classmates about their plans in school yea ? its like a friend of mine who scored L1R5 10 say he gives up, next year he going poly.. what the heck manx ... he's telling me he's giving up ? i dunno manx... its like so many people giving up, so what if we made it to year 2 but later fail A's ? just gotta hang in there i think ?

Stand By Me
oh darling darling stand by me
ohhhhh stand by me

2006-07-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

SRJC got alot "gold" sure not shannon. i really doubt your school got more pretty girls den my school lolx .... seriously becox innova really got alot of not bad looking girls.. What ACJC , SAJC all bluff people de. I went there also not really a lot good looking girls lolx ...

around 3 more months to promos so those who's in j1 this year please work hard, you won't wanna be kick out. Tomorrow got Chinese A level oral hope can do well den if can promote, j2 not need study chinese =D

What my physics teacher told the class really made sense to me.. His friend was a NA student and later went on to get his phD.. sorry this is not the thing that make sense to me is what the things that he said before this. He is Mr Ong. He said that its the attitude that counts and determine. Dun really remember what he said but its something regarding attitude. He's a very nice teacher but too kind hearted =)

What men believes
Men can achieve

2006-07-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

this is my 8th post for this blog ? been thinking of changing the pictures of the blog but maybe not..

another disappointing day. got back my economics paper and it was another fail (18/75), see how badly i was doing? maybe next year will join the army after being kick out by the school. For the time being im not able to find the momentum to study, ocassionally been sleeping during lectures and tutorials, missing out on important things mentioned. my class i also dunno how to say =D actually all very noisy in class but think when they go home they mug like siaox.. unbelieveable

Italy won the world cup =D the team i've come to appreciate and love since young lolx ... with buffon infront of the goal.. he is almost unbeatable

anyway i saw this girl in school and she's really really nice. nice as in looks ... surely better than kelvin so called juliana sweetness.. i think she's not attach too but i also wont get the chance to know her =D even if i do i wont go up to her in the short hairstyle of mine HAHAHA

for those who happen to get to read my blog and taking O's this year.. innova is a great place to be =D with plenty of nice people and pretty girls ... too bad shannon chose to go to sjc

2006-07-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

WoW class gathering today =D

those who didnt come for this time class gathering really missed out all the fun. i dare not say everybody came but the fact is almost everybody came. we played football, everybody eat and talk together, and everyone took lotsa pictures =D it was really fun...

when everyone went home, it was left with only 10 guys to clean up the remaining rubbish, who are - hon leng - hon leng's brother hon an (sorry if spelled wrongly) - ah wa - ah neo - yc - kelvin - jerold - yibin - desmond and qunzheng ... we played football between ourselves 5 against 5 , italy vs france ... 10 mins of football per half, if draw match goes into extra time but france wrapped it up in under 20 mins with the score 4-3 ... i played for france and my teammates are yibin jerold desmond and kenneth.. but tomorrow final i do hope italy will win becox they are the team that i support all the while..

took alot of pictures, really alot manx. took with everyone EXCEPT for some guys who refuses too.... lolx even yc also took becox he used to say no to being shoot... lolx really had lotsa fun and i guess we will have plenty more of this coming up becox we've been friends for like 5 years ... when the usual guys get together and talk , lolx talk about jokes =D even if its like in sec 1 we still laugh about it...

manx what a great night and what great friends i have here =D i really do appreciate you guys and girls a lot and it really came from the bottom of my heart lolx ... for those who took photos =D please send me the photos yea? thanks and to end it off i shall say this

Friends Forever

2006-07-07T19:34:00.000+08:00

ok even worst now.. what the ...... i flung my maths too, haix a pathetic 8/70 single digit, canot believe it.. another 2 months to promos.. but still here slacking away, if really got retain or kick out can only blame myself..

today i finally finished up the library notice board with clarissa after school.. been dragging it for very long and ms lee is not very happy about it.. lucky i havent got the chance to meet her yet if not she'll surely scold me like hell =D... innova's libraria week is coming up and guess what, we got a video coming up... got the details and outline discussed today, i think its really nice but it can be even better too lolx ..

oh yea i wanna talk about girls.. ever since i started schooling again, i found out more interesting stuffs about girls lolx... i realised that some girls like to really act tough but they ain't tough.. tough as in physical? yea you do give me the impression that you're tough but i know deep inside you're not so.... i dunno manx.. innova really got quite a lot pretty girls.. pretty as in the sense got character too... thou i gotta say some are attention seekers but overall i guess all very nice?? =D najeeb always look around for this particular girl, dunno her name but guess he admire her HAHAHA

To end it off, the next two sentences are by someone that i dunno:
What men believes
Men can achieve

2006-07-05T22:46:00.000+08:00

jialat, i'm like turning a goner soon ... i stand a chance to retain or even get kick out from school ... what if i cant promote ?? manx im really died, guess how i did for my mid year? 21/100 for physics 31/80 for chemistry 60/100 for chinese and i guess chinese is the only subject i will pass.. im very very dead, almost gone ? we see how it goes? lolx .. what to do ...

2006-07-04T19:09:00.000+08:00

ok =D this is my 4th post right? still havent get use to posting things but im trying to get use to havent blog in my life? If you do have cable tv at home, if you're a chinese who understand chinese, chaneel 55 is the channel for you =D at 5.20pm every weekdays, there is the CONDO HEROS 95. Duration of show is approx 1 hr 30 mins, without commercial in between. Its a very nice show which features the heros like Yang Guo and Xiao Long Niu =D althou the show is abit too "romantic" in some scenes but overall when you see Yang Guo learn all the best kung fu and kick some bad asres in the show you will love it. i guess? i do like it. becoz i rush home everyday after school just to watch it. btw it was out in 1995 in HongKong and guess who's the Yang Guo. its not other than the very handsome and tanned Gu Tian Le.
Also recommanded are the new drama series showing at 8pm every weekdays. the show started last thursday (29/6) named ....... i forgot. but its about baking cakes and of cox involving love relationship betweem the lead characters. Funny and fresh overall. its still new so got nothing much to talk about but it gives me the impression that i'll be nice. No commercial in between too.
Apart from all the mentioned above =D there is also the 9pm show called Lao Po Da Ren. A very unique show as it shows how far a husband can go to please his wife. This show got a number of new faces too who we have never seen before in any of HongKong chinese drama series =) they are pretty also... As you have probably guess it, there are also no commercials in between. Go on for straight 43 mins.

Blogging turns out to be more like a drama series review? just getting started so dont blame me. i know its boring and once again im sorry.. take care guys.. Oh yea by the way, i screwed up for my physics summer test. A pathetic 21 out of 100.. One last thing, there wil be a gathering for anderson sec 1/7 of year 2001, 2/7 of year 2002, 3/7 of year 2003, 4/7 of year 2004 and 5/1 of 2005 this coming sunday (8/7) @640 AMK Street 61 BBQ PIT... Attendance is compulsory and a fee of 10 dollars is to be made. thanks and Good luck yea ?

2006-07-03T02:57:00.000+08:00

hey guys, today was day three of my blog production =D completed almost everything.. erm no music in my blog but i do have music videos in it. I got no idea what to enter in a blog? to many people it is like a personal diary yea? but posting your life up here for public viewing like abit weird, i'll try lolx.
i went tennis training today and now my hand got blister. wanna shower also got difficulties manx. oh yea guys, check out the teddy geiger - for you i will video. It's really nice, i hope you guys like it. really.
i guess thats all? tomorrow i shall totally finish up with my blog and then can start posting? lolx. yup so thats all i guess =D take care everyone. Carol you too lolx

2006-07-01T17:07:00.000+08:00

day 2 of the blog production
hope i can get all the details up and the music too by today becoz i hope to finish this blog thingy by tomorrow =D

2006-06-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

hello guys,
used to have a blog in the past. now im back to blog again. These two days been trying to come out with some nice background pictures and nice music hope visitors will like it =D anyway its still under construction so just wait lolx. i got a feeling this will be nice? those who know these blog? link me yea? appreciated =D
Thanks Carol