Tuesday, May 29, 2007

29th May 2007

Recently feel quite down, holidays also must go back to school.. Actually i love school, i love economics, Literature , History as well .. But cant seems to pass .. After june holidays will be having exams, gotta start studying

images been running in my head and i thought actually it isnt that bad. Since im doing this for the past dont know how many years so why not continue doing that ? its requires a lot of strength and stamina to keep going .. its really like a marathon and i feel i am not even halfway there.. Endurance? what a word.. tired of taking this step by step and slow process.. Alright for whatever reason, jsut stick to the gameplan and you gonna make it ... Have the end in mind and there you go ... be patient, its there for you to grab it.. Have faith , believe in yourself

cheers =)
zhai

Labels: believing in myself

Saturday, May 19, 2007

19th May 2007

Happy Birthday to my Beloved cousin LinYing =)
lolx ... gotta stuck with you for the rest of my life hahax

anyway i just saw the sonnet by Pablo Neruda as linked by i dont know who in my tagboard, but i really appreciate her/him because i really like that and couldnt find it.. Thanks alot, really alot.. mind indicating who you are ?

Pablo Neruda
Sonnet XVII (100 Love Sonnets, 1960)

I don't love you as if you were the salt-rose, topaz
or arrow of carnations that propagate fire:
I love you as certain dark things are loved,
secretly, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that doesn't bloom and carries
hidden within itself the light of those flowers,
and thanks to your love, darkly in my body
lives the dense fragrance that rises from the earth.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where,
I love you simply, without problems or pride:
I love you in this way because I don't know any other way of loving

but this, in which there is no I or you,
so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand,
so intimate that when I fall asleep it is your eyes that close.

basically i'm falling in love with Literature.. due to the fact that im taking it now.. very interesting subject and i hope you guys like it as well..

cheers,
zhai

Labels: Pablo Neruda's sonnet

Monday, May 14, 2007

14th May 2007

alright 14th day of the month of may and another 9 days to Champions League Final.. Everyone is tipping the Italians to win, expect a good match yea ? =)

Beautiful is the word i'm gonna use to describe you.. simple on surface but deep in meaning.. spinning in the circle of dreams where you cant doubt but just believe that you can do it.. illusions cast upon you by the devil, giving in to them, awfully disgusted with yourself, but the battle within continues. Its never gonna stop, hurting you and misleading you at all cost, but fret not, you will see a Shadow cast at the end of the tunnel, a Shadow that has always been beside you taking good care of you, looking after you. Faith and sincerity brought me this far, and now i believe i'm standing closer. Reaching forward, grasping out for You, not afraid to tell you i clearly need you.

The Acoustic Song

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know ill find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up for you forever
ill be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

cheers,
zhai

Labels: minute by minute

Sunday, May 06, 2007

05th May 2007

Today spent the whole day outside =) having lunch and just walking around, celebrating the two ladies birthday... May and FengGuat .... Happy Happy 17th Birthday

I went to youtube to relive the moment when we knock out Chelsea out of the Champions League this season and feel that i should post it up here =D by the way =) guess the part when "You'll never walk alone" was sang, it was before the match started and the person actually edited it and put it at the end of the video ... neverthelss ...
You'll never walk alone

Hear the Fans, See the Fans and Feel the Fans...
Anfield Faithful,
The Reds march on ancient Greece...
AC Milan, we await you at Athens on 23rd of May
We'll bring it back to Anfield

Labels: The Reds march on ancient Greece